Silence, Emptiness, And Confusion |
| by Bek |
| Silence builds an awful wreckage of a girl It feeds on loneliness and creates a void Gray shadows haunt and torment and torture A teenager is stricken and destroyed There is no sound of laughter or happiness here The little one has thrown in the towel today Somber, melancholy moods decay the soul It is futile to hope and dream and pray Emptiness builds a home in this woman In this girl, this child where hollows have bred A deepening sea of nowhereness consumes And eats away at every connecting thread Confusion feeds like a savage inside her, Leaving nothing considered worthy remains Destined to walk through life less ordinary Alone, exiled, different and disdained. |
My Life On Death Row
I can’t stand it anymore -
I feel like I’m living a death sentence
held in a prison
trapped on death row
- a row full of pain
- a row full of depression
- that prison in my body
- I’m locked in tight
- how I wish I could just take that final walk
- walk down death row
- and it would all just end
all the pain
all the depression
- it would just end
it would all just go away
- but instead
I live a life on death row
in a prison I can never escape
The Queen of Pain
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AbortionBeing a teenager and pregnant |
CuttingSelf-mutilation |
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Drugs Last year, half of all the Cape Town Drug Counselling Centre's 583 clients had started using drugs before the age of 13. |
Eating DisordersEating disorders are seen as a form of self-injury and like with self injury, eating disorders is used as a coping mechanism in life. Whatever pain is inside of the person, whether it be from family problems, sexual or physical abuse, or emotional neglect, the feelings are unbearable and can only be released or "forgotten about" through the pain that comes from injuring one's self. |
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Suicide In 2004, 4 599 children and adults aged 10 to 24 committed suicide, the biggest rise in suicides in 15 years. Suicide was the third-leading cause of death. |
Choose Life You are not an accident. Your birth was no mistake or mishap, and your life is no fluke of nature. Your parents may not have planned you, but God did. He was not at all surprised by your birth. In fact, he expected it. Long before you were conceived by your parents, you were conceived in the mind of God. He thought of you first. It is not fate, nor chance, nor luck, nor coincidence that you are breathing at this very moment. You are alive because God wanted to create you! The Bible says, “The LORD will fulfill his purpose for me" |
